Stop filling your mind with whatever is presently keeping you from pursuing God. Instead think about this: I Peter 5:7
Casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you (ESV)
Paint a picture in your mind of a man preparing for a long journey > his donkey is saddled and almost ready to go > he reaches down and picks up his last and most heavy sack and throws it onto the donkey’s back.
similar picture here _ take your anxieties — the ones you were never intended to bear alone, the ones that fog your mind and keep you from seeing clearly — take them and throw them on the Savior. He will carry them for you because He loves you. Whatever it is that is robbing you of your ability to pursue God | place it on Christ